Thanks For Nothing

Dear God-

Thanks for nothing-
For never being there.

Thanks for nothing-
For abandoning me when I needed you most.

Thanks for nothing-
For deceiving me before.

Thanks for nothing-
For never listening to my prayers.

Thanks for nothing-
For turning a deaf ear to my cries.

Thanks for nothing-
For causing my parents to think I'm going to Hell.

Thanks for nothing-
For making me think I'm special when everything's okay, and then when I need You most, turning away while I scream and cry and call out your name, hoping against all hope that you would deliver me from the pain that I'm in.

So yeah, thank you so much. Thanks for nothing.

3/10/11