The Pain Inside

Pain inside
ripping
clawing
it never goes away

get it out
any way
biting
aching hurt

deep hole
empty hole
replaced
my bleeding heart

no one hearts
silent screaming
muffled sobs
in the night

dripping red
streaming
flowing
cuts on my arm

this is how I
release
relieve
all the pain inside

people judging
looking
staring
scars make me a freak

later closing
healing
fading
forever on my skin

still crying
cutting
sobbing
heal my hurt inside

will it end?
piercing
scraping
do I even want it to?