Grief and misery

Grief and misery,
what does it mean to me.
It means what other people can not
see.
Happiness is not in my life,
nobody can make it right, forever i will
fight. Why oh why cant anybody see
what this evil has done to me.
My soul is taken over by grief and misery,
love is not what im looking for, it was before,
but then what has found me is grief and
misery...