Waking up every morning
looking at the mirror
asking him to make me disappear.
sometimes i wonder
if people can see through me
Am i a reflection of another person
Am i invisible or transparent
Too many questions without answers
Too many thoughts without actions
Too many expressions without emotions
I am fading
I am dying inside
I am looking but
i can't see anything
I am speaking but
no words are coming out.
Now looking at the mirror
my reflection is calling me
she knows what i'm feeling
she knows my secrets
Should i die today.. I ask
no answer
it's quiet
the world is fading
the room is turning upside down
my world is crashing
my reflection is smiling
my heart stop beating
She is moving away from me
Death is calling me
he is kind to me
he grabs my hand
telling me to come with him
My reflection is calling me
should i die today or
should i live
It's dark
I am with death
I close my eyes
hoping that i made the right decision
It's peaceful
there's no harm she says
No judgements
No violence
As i open my eyes
i can see the light
it's glorious
Now i realize
it was just a dream...