What wasn't meant to be.

I wish i never had feelings
So that way I'll be plain
that way i wont feel no pain

My eyes live in a river
My chill's crawl from my feet to my head
My heart pounds hard against my bones

Just by listening to my heart beat, it sounds like a tone
You had me going your ways you said
Just by walking away from you, gives me a shiver

I wish you weren't the one to blame
So that i wouldn't put my heart to drain
That way my heart wouldn't be healing