When I was born they said I didn't cry,
I just laid there with wondering eyes,
Looking at this beautiful place,
There was someone missing an unknown face,
I knew your voice only when it rised,
My mother said when you yelled I cried,
You hated me I think you did,
Missed my birth you went and hid,
Growing up just to please,
You disappeared on Christmas eve,
People showering me with pity,
I didn't want it but I had plenty,
Big brown eyes searching for you,
It's all I did because it's all I knew,
In and out you wrote from behind bars,
The one time I sent a letter it had no heart,
Every word was the same,
"I love you but people make mistakes",
Father is life a game,
I think it is and I feel no shame,
They say your out and I don't care,
It's my turn now and revenge is in the air,
I was raised to run an be self centered,
You taught me to have fun and live a sinner,
I like it dad I really do,
On this path to hell with you,
If this is how it has to be,
I don't mind it's you and me,
I wanted love I needed care,
Held up my gun shot my despair,
Buried my wondering eyes,
You did this but thats fine,
I'm the spitting image of who you are,
Are you proud yet I'm sure you aren't,
Oh well, my morals are shut,
The apple didn't fall far from the tree you cut.
