Ugly May (Edited Version)

Ugly May
By: Michelle Boettcher
You make me confused and keep messing with my mind
I can't take it anymore,
I tried to be kind
I tried to be perfect but then I'm just a fake
Every time I'm with you,
You make my heart ache

Why did I care so much when you could've cared less
Why did you say you loved me then leave me standing here a mess
My heart used to beat like a loud drum
Now I can't even hear a simple hum
Stupid, stupid, stupid me
Thinking of everything we could be

I used to get so pretty just for you
But you didn't even have a clue
I thought you were the love of my life
Now I'd rather love a knife
You said you loved me everyday
Up until this ugly, ugly May

It's time to delete all the photos of us off you phone
'Cause forever our love is postponed
Now five months is thrown away
But I knew this love would never stay
I thought love could last forever
But that saying isn't even clever

When all you say to me is sup
I finally know it's time to give up
My heart is still reaching out for you, too
But my mind is holding me back from you
So now it's time for me to say my goodbyes
To all the memories and the lies