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by Anywhere But Here Feb 26, 2012 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Everyday becomes more of a struggle. Each and every breath Seems pointless, And with every beat of her heart There is an ache. A sip of alcohol To numb the pain, But it never lasts. Here is another drink She is letting herself slip. Her mind keeps playing tricks, Is what she knows real? The voices keep talking. Louder and louder they become No longer can she ignore. Her world has become haunted, She has given up. A dying soul, There is nothing left From the life she used to live. Terrorizing nights are spent awake She cannot bear to sleep. Afraid of what she will see, She covers her eyes And prays' to make it out alive. She longs to live, But desires to die. She has the strength, But is too weak. She cannot go on. So she runs and hides From herself. But it does not last, It is impossible to hide from yourself, I know that now.
by Xanthe
"She longs to live, But desires to die. She has the strength, But is too weak." Wow.. Beautiful piece. Love the ending too. I know it's not possible. I tried it too.. Keep writing 5/5 -X