Please do not cut yourself ever again and the reason why I am saying this is because I have cut myself also, before. It pains a lot and the wounds remain forever, even though they fade with time.
It is so nice that you have managed to survive from all the pain. Going through depressions is one of the hardest things.
Try to do something creative, when the mind feels very depressed. It will help a lot.
Your write well.

Rohit Sapra-- Thank you :) I haven't done it in quite a while now, it's been tough, but I'm holding on.

I'm glad to hear that. I also see from the poem that you were able to realize that is pointless. And I'm glad. I like the flow and the honesty of your words.