Two Years

Two years,
Two years of losing myself,
I can't handle the fear I need some help,
Two years,
Two years of feeling alone,
Just me and these ghost that scream and moan,
Two years,
Two years of spinning around,
The worlds moving so fast and won't slow down,
Two years,
Two years of falling apart,
At first it was just a piece now my whole heart,
Two years,
Two years of confusion,
Can tell what's real and what's delusion,
Two years,
Two years of hate,
For the one in the mirror and the one who escaped,
Two years,
Two years ago you left,
Now this place I call home is just a big mess,
Two many,
Too many people telling me what's wrong and right,
Two years of this and even you'd question life.