"Mom I hate this neighborhood so much.
I am so alone & depressed.
I honestly want a boyfriend, of my preference.
I'm never gonna find him here.
I honestly thought about going to Manhattan tonight.
To find him..I passed one tonight but he was talkng with his friend of my race & they didn't look at me.
I think you know who I'm talking about.
I love caucasian guys.
Too sad.
Too funny.
I'm laughing but I'm sad deep down."
