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How could life be so unfair?
am i not deserving
to love and be loved?

i'm sick and tired
to live and fight everyday,
the agony and melancholy,
the sorrow and the pain.

i'm searching for happiness,
inside the dark wilderness,
till i get lost
and lost my hopes.

so i waited for the sun to shine,
unknowingly years passed by,
i waited eagerly;
patiently.

then the mirror appears in front of me,
i stared and slowly i see,
how my life become miserable,
how my worst becomes my worst.

i'm down on bended knee,
sobbing my face with my hands,
i cry till i almost dehydrated,
scream till i get exhausted.

how could life be so unfair?
am i not deserving
to love and be loved?