This tight skin suffocates me,
Blue pills to sleep It's my only relief,
I hate this reflection more than words will say,
I struggle with perfection, can't take this self hate,
How could I end this without wrenching shame?,
If I go to hell will you join me in the flames ?
I've struggled with love my whole life,
No idea what it is but it's the sharpest of knifes,
I cannot take the feeling of heartbreak one more time,
You say I'm pretty take it back before it sticks in my mind,
I'll tear myself apart for you,
A sacrifice that'll turn my lungs blue,
Jesus, tell me where to go,
Because I hate these brown eyes that hold no hope,
I'm dragging my feet while walking to hades,
This worlds got me beat I'm so tired baby.
