This is so sad and chalked full of emotions! it nearly made me cry! I know what its like to feel this way, but you'll pull through. I liked how you truly let us in to see your raw emotions. I loved it 100/100 hun!

It never goes away only fades to the point of being able to function.
I enjoyed each emotion penned, each image no matter how painful it seemed to be
Excellent

Indeed, it's so hard to forget.. I like how you rippled your emotions through several aspects.. how you went deep.

Very good write!