You Were The First

You were the first
The first to make me fall
Daydreams and fantasies
Running through my mind
But i tripped over reality
And knew it couldn't be

You were the first
The first to make me see
That not all dreams could come true
Like the ones of you and me

You were the first
The first to make me cry
Tears running down my face
And still i don't know why
I thought maybe you liked me
And that gave me hope
But I found out i was wrong
Going downhill like a slope

You were the first
The first to set me free
From these confusing nonsense thought
To rationality
I thought maybe i could be the first
The first to make you happy
I could see it in your eyes
I knew you were hurt badly

You were the first
The first to cause me such pain
Because when i see you smile
It makes my clouds rain
I wish i could bring you laughter
I wish i could give you a kiss
Cause if you let me go
Your texts i know i'll miss

So my life it'll go on
Confused i shall always be
And you will always be the first
The first i really loved, and actually loved me