You're the flower that fragranced my heart
I still fail to learn your loving way and art
To melt down a stone hearted girl like me
I know you tried love in my eyes to see
My feelings like a wild beast tried to scratch my heart and run through
But the strong side of my mind had a battle to defeat and kill them too
Now you've given up and stay like a mountain
And my brain still fights with my loving fountain
For god sake I'm saying you I'm already fallen for you
I am poor and feeble to utter love but I swear it is true
Being a girl so scared and shy to show you my heart so naked
How could I dare say, "look in to my heart, you've made it so weakened"
We spoke without words but with hidden feelings
Your tenderness I felt like heavenly healings
I wonder why my love for you never rolled into words
My heart was weeping, it was helpless you towards
Why did your words you stopped to come out?
Did you feel I was kidding or you had any doubts?
I hate you sometimes for not asking me whether I did love you
Cause your wordless love made myself a coward too
Still I call you my friend, and my secret love
I will love you until the day my soul flies above
You know? I've loved only two guys without reasons to say
My 1st love's gone faded like dew towards the sun's ray
And now you try to leave me out of the blue
Wasn't that you who my heart to yours simply drew?
I feel you so deep in my heart where your name I have etched
Though you try to leave it's a wonder instead of hatred, my love only stretched
You're the one in my life I want the most
You made me forget the one whom I loved and suddenly lost
Don't leave me please don't make me go insane
Come to me I never let your love go in vain
I still feel you've not yet opened the door for me to leave your dream
I am still there where you caught me with a desire extreme
I'm so weakened, from your seizure I cannot move
You're so pitiless you never love me or leave
Just tell me what you want from me or what you want me to be
Or please say that you love me then I will feel so free
Are you tired of waiting for me to say I love you?
Please understand I'm a creature who is as innocent as blue
Just give up only if that is what you expect
I am a girl I just need to keep my respect
Being a boy you're not strong from your heart you cannot speak
Your words you've buried in your heart for them I have to seek
Don't hurt me anymore I'm feeling so badly down
Don't leave me but love me please make your self strong
Be that old dear boy I can live and die for him you know?
Make sure my love you planted in my heart is as white as snow
This story should not end with a love unspoken
If you give up and leave me my heart will be broken
I'm so scared I can't lose you my friend so dear
Forgive me my faults and stay always near
Try to know I am so shaking beyond love I am not strong
But I'll pray each night to make you feel it; I hope I'm not wrong
For heavens sake don't stay like you're so fed up
I feel so mad and feeble then I can't even stand up
If you have doubts or you feel you can't trust me
May the powers unseen make you know what for you I can really be
If my fate never lets me have the one I love
I will lose you forever and forever my love
Then at least I hope you'll be that sweet friend to me
I'm so scared sometimes that's what to me you are made to be...
I love you
My one and only wish is...
May you know that I've madly loved you...
At least when I'm gone far from you someday...
