Goodbye letter

My will was to know you much better,
but every time I make a step
I get closer to darkness.
What is it that you have been hiding?
I have tried hard but can't see,
so many changes than last I hold you.
I think am not being myself,
no,no,no,no.
I know what it feels to love and to be loved.
Just wait a minute,
all this time....
you have been there,
sitting
waiting to see my heart's downfall...
Am sorry it won't get that far
before realizing you have been a bedbug.
My heart is special to another angel,
angel who believes love is a gift not a career.
Angel who understands the slightest motion of love feelings.
The old ways are traced not made,
I am off the dark zone now.
If your secrets will hold me, am sorry this time.
Relax and watch me
as I walk out and away from your heart,
to a world that believes
rainbow has the most beautiful color collection.
I didn't mean neither to be rude nor to annoy,
just to let you believe am going.
Going,
but without a goodbye.
Let this be my last words of friendship,
I know you won't ask why
since you have always waited
to hear me say gudbye.