So many poems i've written
so many tears i've cried
so much love I have given
& still I was the girl on the side
So many arguments we've been through
About what? i'm not quite sure
If only you would change for the better
you'd see my love towards you is pure
you come up with ways to lure me in
you must be a pro because it works
you give an impression that your so kind
& yet your just like all the other jerks
you lie to me, you upset me
you leave me for other girls you prefer
I tried to love you & care for you
yet you look down on me & chose her
You might ask me . . ." who's 'her' " ?
& i'd honestly say i don't know
it could be any of the many girls you talk to
and you should really know thats low
Im tired of playing all your games
I want you to feel what I feel
A year and 3 months I've put up with this shit
& i have yet to realize you aren't real
I don't know what I can consider you
Your no where close to being a friend
you don't love me & i know you don't care
whatever we have, is at a loose end
I realized that loving you is wrong
even if i wish it was right
as sad as i am & as much as your hurt me
just know that i'll be alright
