Saved.

Sadley this is not a dialoge,
its always a monologue it seems no one ever hears me.
My silence is always louder then my words.
And the screaming inside me is tryin go to claw its way out.
I wish i could suffer in silence,
but my lips betray me.
Speaking words that should have never been said.
They always seem to find there way out.
All it does is cause affliction to the people i care about the most.
Please save me from this 'safe place' i've created for myself.
Take me out of this place that i've been at for so long that time doesnt have meaning anymore.
Dont listen to the lies that come out because truth be told im almost always never ok.
Why wont you come save me?
Find some place in your heart to save this lost soul.
Can you not tell from the look in ym eyes i died long ago?
Maybe im asking the impossible.
Maybe im insane to think someones actually listening.
but wait,
He came back.
He came back to save me.
I never noticed he was here along.
He has saved me from my destrucitve self.
No longer do I feel,
Pain,
Anger,
Depression,
Frustration.
No longer do I feel hollow.
I've lost my heartbeat,
But he gave me his.
He saved me.