I Love You - But I'm Sorry

Sometimes I get the urge
To just sit down and write
But when I think of something
It takes just all my might

Because every time I start to write
You’re all that’s in my mind
I know I do not love you
Because I left that all behind

But to see you with those other girls
Hurt me bad inside
But to see you with my best friend
Just makes me want to die

I realize we weren’t meant to be
And that I’m fine with too
But then to realize you’re in love
With my best friend...WHO KNEW?

I guess it’s not the fact
That you’re with her makes me sad
It’s the fact that she’s with you
That really makes me mad

How could one of my best friend’s
Go out with my ex-stud
It’s like she left me in her past
And pushed me in the mud

When I tell her of my feelings
She says that I am jealous
But that is not the only thing
She thinks she gets more fellas

It hurts me down inside
When she says those untrue things
It’s like she’s telling me to fly
When you know I have no wings

She didn’t even ask me
If I minded him and her
Maybe its because she knew
The answer won’t be sure

You know I didn’t want you to
We talked about it everyday
Then the day had finally come
And you went a different way

You totally went back
On everything you said
"NO! I'll never go out with him!"
Next time just use your head

You told me not to date him
You were mad when I didn’t listen
Then you yelled at me to dump him
So hey! Just want a minute!

See its not that I am jealous
Or the thought you get more guys
It’s the fact I lost my best friend
Right before my eyes

It’s the fact that everything you said
Or everything you did
Only mattered just to you
It took me for a spin

What kind of best friend stabs her bud
Not in the back but in the heart
Because that dagger went right through me
God! It tore me all apart

Well until I have the patience
To finish my whole story
I'll leave you with these simple words...
MEG - I LOVE YOU - BUT I’M SORRY