I was afraid..
of loseing you ,
of hurting you,
of being used,
of getting close to you so that you could walk away,
you did,
you walked away from me,
you left me alone,
insecure,
and lost.
i miss you,
the way you held me,
the way you spoke, the way you breathe,
i miss all of it,
but you already have another,
she yells at you and orders you around,
you tryed coming back to me but i turned my back on you.
i did it because i felt betrayed.
and now im in a world of solitude.
