What did you think? id give up already? not a chance. I'm trapped by lies, feelings of the past. i had to know. she lied to me. told me you never even thought of it. i still don't know what to think. i mean is it true? or is it a lie? I'm so tired of waking up in regret. id love to wake up, next to you, in peace. but waking up now, is like waking up dead. i cant even move. i try to build up my courage, but it hurts to much. i just want to get up and dial your number. i cant. I'm scared. do you love me? i have no clue. am i a joke to you? i have no clue. i cant stop this pain. waking up in vain. i love you. call me once, call my name. say you loveme , and you feel the same. I'm screaming for you, do you hear me? kiss me with your thunder, lady of the sky. hit me with the waves of the sea. feel my breath upon your cheek, like ice i freeze you. you're standing still. what will happen next? its up to you. call me Ruthie! i love you! can we f**k?
