I Don't Want To Die

I Don't Want To Die:
and These are my fears
this is for you
for after my years
this is what i have to do
the emptiness near
a feeling I knew
losing everything dear
my insanity grew
now i disappear
i don't want to die

I Don't want to die
scared of a sick aneurysm (Brain Or Otherwise)
never get to say goodbye
mistake by incision (blackness around my eyes)
forsaken what i deny
who made this decision (remember my September)
give my soul hereby
lost in my vision (of every family member)
I feel them nearby
a subtle collision (Of November and December)
I Don't Want to die

I Don't want to die
lose my heart, God, in tinnitus
where will my bones lie
when they turn to dirt and dust
what kind of man am I
just fragments of rust
life on standby
felt unholy and just
my tears had run dry
a heart never trust
I Don't Want to die

I Don't Want to die
all I'm asking is "why?"
cursed tooth cavity
Was This all i lie
I"m sorry for the sins of my
mello One Nine Three
can anyone help me
I Don't want to die

I don't want to die
I'm not ready
I've asked for mercy {a thousand times)
waked until shin splints
i never saw my lovely
i never met Percy (i confess my crimes)
i don't want to die

I Don't want to die
cruel cancer taken spine
i just watched my life go by
was this torture of the Hallows Devine
a heart timid and shy
is this fate deserving mine?
a poets last sigh
can your warmth wash over time
I don't want to die

I don't want to die
a grunge with poor posture
what lessons do i imply
my mind was hell and torture
the word of my other side
what kind of man am I
my heart hurts in scorcher
I don't want to die

I don't want to die
i feel like I'm so alone
remember my cry
in time i have not grown
everything underlied
am i nothing but hollow bone
I don't want to die

I don't want to die
I'm finally afraid of dying (the broken heart i cant replace)
where my love has lied
please forgive my lying (the mask tied around my face)
in chains I'm tied
for lack or love or lack of trying (alone on my final day)
this heart i hide
my very soul is tying (i wish that i could stay)
Everything i have inside
every tear i cried(I'm sorry i lost my way)
for what I've defied
i just wanted a sullen eyed bride
I don't want to die