The love i feel for you

Blood
driping through my veins
and out the slit
that u caused
me to slice
once twice three times i cut
to take away the pain
of love that i felt twards you
and the loneliness i feel from being unloved
you said that you loved me
a girl from a broken life
no mother no father to be cared from
no brother no sister
no family
no life.
until i met you
you changed my living
you taught me to love
and you taught me to feel loved
but now i see
as you say the words
that linger through out my head
that you say to whom was going to be
my maid of honor
you dare say that you love her
with all your heart
right after you drop me
off the cliff
of your love?
well now you threaten
to do the same
and carve your name into your leg
like i did to me
and you dare say
that you will slice your wrists
if you hear of this again?
well i wont, cant
do it again
for in my sore broken heart
i still love you
will all my heart
which isn't enough to please you
for you think that your better than me
which i know your past
you had your heart broken
by a girl that you say
you would do anything for
like you say about me
i cant take this
this empty feeling
deep inside
i try to cover it up
but it makes it worse
your best friend
cant heal my pain
no matter how hard he try's
it wont be soon til he leaves me
and ill be alone
again
but its okay
i don't want to ruin
your high spirits
with my sadness
for i don't want you
to get glum and into depression
i may be unloved by you
that i cant help
but i still love you
that i cant help either
but i can help
to listen and obey you
for maybe one day
you might change your mind
and pull me up
onto your pedistol of love and fame
and just maybe
you can mend this broken heart
and nurse it back
forever and ever
of loving and caring
and just may be
when we grow old together
we have two kids
Mercedes and Justin
and be a happy
family
together forever
like we planed
forever and ever