sighs

Why must I cry and why must tears fall?
Why must I hurt but try to stand tall?
Why must I cut into my wrists?
Why must I be angry and wave my fists?
I'm so far away from where I am.
I'm too far away so take my hand.
Why must I be extremely sad?
Why does life keep me feeling bad?
I smile to make you happy but it's not hard to see.
I need someone to help and believe in me...
Why must life push me straight imnto the ground?
Why does depression hunt me like a blood thirsty hound?
Why must I cry and why must tears fall?
Why must I feel this way I want to give it all?
Hurting myself and not feeling the pain.
Seeing the tears and going insaine.
Why must god punish me for living like this?
I want to give up my life I've waited for this.
So when i leave ill say good bye and when i write you a letter please dont cry.
I will miss you and I will hope you'd miss me too.
But as I float in the sky I will watch over you.