I must leave you alone

Rather than enforcing my everlasting love to you,
I must learn to leave you alone,
It is so painful I am missing you,
From my everyday life,
Forgetting you is impossible in this life,
But I must realize of your choices,
Your career, your future, your life.
This must be an end of an era,
You must have finished your mission
With my life, yes, there was a mission,
Making me write endlessly,
Though it was on your name,
It was happening all these years.
Though there may not be any quality,
Our relation was making me writing,
Thousands of poems, three books,
In less than two years is not a joke,
I may continue to write,
I may not too, I am not sure of that,
At some point, we all stagnate,
I am trying not to,
At some point of life,
Someone sparks a fire,
It might have your role,
To find me and ignite the fire,
Make it burn for some time,
Make sure it is stabilized,
And then leave for another mission,
This may be now my job,
To take this fire further,
Without looking back,
And look for you,
When I feel you,
I may physically burn me,
To get out of the fire in my heart,
I wish all these fires merge together
And burn me down,
And allow me to find jewels of words,
Which I could uninterruptedly flow,
Into the hearts of others.