My love for her caused my death

Late yesterday i received a call, not knowing where from..
But loud tears and wails was all i could hear, I panicked and it strickened my fears...
Silently my eyes where turned to bank of tears.
She had been murdered!! By that unbearable disease.. Now it left me to be the victim.
Why do the good ones keep dying while the bad ones keep surviving..?
These are questions asked a thousand times..
I rushed to the hospital only to find her body being laid away...
Doctor why let her go ? I tried my best was all he could say..
I would have strangled him to death if i had my way...

You're gone never to return.
But now it's my turn,
if only i could cure the world, and take that uninvited disease called CANCER..
But it's not fair i said.
Arrangement had already been made to bury her.
If i could give you my soul, i'd loose my life for you CASSANDRA..
Right there near her grave i stood lonely, watching her body being sent to it's place..
'Out of dust thou cometh, and back to dust shall thou return'..

The church bell echoed through my head like an old memory...
As we all listened to the organist play the song 'Take my hand precious Lord' by Jim Reeves...
The boy was a young boy and he played with so much emotion and charisma..
Uncontrollably i bust into tears for loosing my Cassandra.

I was drived home by my friend, john. All i could think was why did she had to leave so soon..
Not now that my soul began to bloom
that she had to move on... I slept off while thinking to get answers to my fate.
I was happy to see her smiling at me. Is this real or just a dream.
She said 'HOYTE I'M PROUD OF YOU AND I'LL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU. I LOVE YOU'...
I tried to reach to her and said i love you too, only for me to see her vanish and woke up with sweats and screams...
My fate i must choose. I'm coming to you cassandra.
I already made my decisions and went to the shop of a grocer...
I bought the rat poison to kill my self, knowing that i have nothing left in this world..
Goodbye mama, i said with tears..
I need to be with the one I LOVE.. Silently i took the poison home,
for i have chosen my fate and i must be with her...
For the world to know my love and cause of my death, i wrote this story down