Desperation and Desolation

Desperation and desolation
Solitude of tears holding
the rain drops of fear

Deep dark, cold nights
screeching sadness
as I'm torn apart
filled with pain

Screaming
and I can't bare to believe
to watch death growing
grasping my throat
I can't even breathe

Can't bare this insane feeling
losing someone, something
I've loved forever

It's killing me
as I grow weaker
Can't even hold myself together

Overwhelming
and my heart beats,
my head pounds
with mighty intensity

My heart is chained, broken
My eyes are filled...
endless tears and
you can see straight through,
read me like a book

I'm fighting
so hard
with all I got

But...
you can't fight death
you can't fight sickness

I can't live without
I can't be left alone

I'm so desperate
for it not to end,
I can't let go

This pain stabs like a knife
each cut is cutting deeper
shrieking screams echo,
thorns scrap a torturous whimper

And I bleed the discomfort
of deaths luminous stare
smiling for an ends meet,
Savoring the glory
licking it's teeth in display

Can't bare this insane feeling
losing someone, something
I've loved forever
can't even hold myself together

Desperation and desolation
Solitude of tears holding
the rain drops of fear
as he closes in
I can't breathe

Ripped from my fingers,
forced to let go
losing all control
Sinking I'm chained,
Trapped in desert desolation .