Ever since the day i finally opened my eyes
i see nothing but a waste of time.
when i was online i found it fun,
and now that i see better it seems outdone,
to see the blank sheet of paper makes me cry,
feeling like my hope is gone by and by.
i used to listen to music for stress,
but now it sounds so annoying especially when i dress,
i thought i would be a better person, a hero,to be exsact
now i feel like a jerk, in a big broken sack.
i thought i saw life, understood it even more,
that i felt like i saw my soul run out that simple door,
i couldn't run away from my fears i swore that i wouldn't
now i see them everywhere, even besides my curtains.
i felt like a princess a beautiful queen,
but now i see myself horrified with the reflection i see,
i see things i wouldn't , shouldn't regret,
that now i feel like its worth the pain in my head.
i thought things was simple,easier too,
a place where my dreams felt realistic just like the moon,
now i feel guilty not seeing how time passes by
........
Ever since the day i finally opened my eyes.
