Drifted

I don't know where i belong
Or where I'll fit in
Sure not here or home
Nor in a dungeons pin
I'm so in pain
But only in the inside
I have nothing to gain
Even if i tried
My hands is filled with dirt
When i try to give
I get rejected and hurt
Until i don't want to live
I might be here for reasons
Some that i don't see
I know life have it's seasons
I just want to be
I'm so alone
So dark
If i wold have known
I would have done it from the start
But it's to late
I'm glad i changed my mind
Even though everything is not okay
I still have time
I want to runaway
So far from me
It dawns on my mind everyday
I guess this is just meant to be