These words are not for our anniversary
these words are for our farewell.
i know youre a monster
& i know what youre capable of.
i see straight through you & i always will.
a part of me is happy youre still in my life.
youre an awesome reminder of how strong i am
& honestly i dont know who id be without you.
yeah, its pretty sick when you think about it
but ive come to my own terms & acceptance.
for the past five years ive dwelled on you.
and ive let you control me
my feelings
my fears.
but im not your robot anymore.
so this is the end.
this day will never mean anything to me,
it will always be just another day.
ive overcome you
and its killing you.
& for some awful reason
i have pity for you.
this is goodbye lloyd
im not your victim anymore
& all i can do
is smile. :)
