They say a parents love is none like any other
Oh what fun that you should love your bigger brother.
Do they see my dad thinks I'm worthless.
My mom thinks I'm just a mess.
My brother calls me things and i don't want him near
No one seems to care or they don't seem to hear.
I've cut and I've bled but still I'm alive
I wonder what its like if i didn't survive.
I smile i laugh and i put on a show
but behind my happy eyes there are thoughts no one knows
There are things i do that no one ever sees
There are things i want ended take my life, God please
I never realized it would hurt so much
While i gave that razor blade just another touch
The pain escapes my feelings ceased
Either that or it goes away while i let the blood increase
I've been in a mental place they told my mom its just a phase
They told her i wanted attention as if that was my case
I tried to hide it as best as i could
My friends betrayed me i thought they would
Maybe now they will listen but it'll be to late
this just so happens this was my fate.
