I have been cheated on before, and it's so many different emotions at once. it makes you crazy... one minute i hated him and couldn't stand the sight of him and then the next all i wanted was for him to hold me even though i knew what he had done hurt me so much. it's so confusing and heartbreaking. i'm so sorry you had to deal with that as well... good poem, though.. great way of expressing your emotions. 5/5