Secret feeling

I don't know what it is
I don't have a clue
But anytime you're far from me
It feels like I'm close to doom

I couldn't have been jealous
for i know we are just friends
Yet in thought, I felt lost
when i saw you with your man

You're always free to unfold
the romantic moments you both had
yet in my eyes, are feelings untold
burning furiously in my head

It felt passionate but painful
the day you cried in my arms
and told me he left you
without caring about your heart

I found myself in a dilema
of losing your friendship, or myself
yet how i feel remains an enigma
i only pray you'd understand