Sooner or later...

Sooner or later I'll lose you,
You say to me, it will never end,
But I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your touch,
It's all just a game of pretend.

It's something about how I am with you,
I can't believe you're mine,
I stumble and I forget to say how much I love you,
And that I think of you all the time.

I'm sure you think i've changed,
And i'm sure you think its because of you,
But inside I am so happy, smiling
I'm in love with you.

But the way I am,
My insecurity, my lack of soul
I know one day it will be the final straw,
And you'll leave my heart a gaping hole.

I cannot express in words, or on paper,
What it would do if you were no longer here,
If I didn't have your heart
Or your body to hold near.

Please understand, I love you, and only you,
The things I do not say,
Is because im scared of losing you,
The past has made me this way.