I love you

He say im lying but deep inside im crying......
for his love....he's all i really need and one day i will carry his seed...begging on my knees for him not to leave....i said i'm sorry over o thousand times...but he still think it's all lies....
at night i began to cry...hateing myself for what i did to him...all he want is love but instead i gave him lies...and now its hard for him to even look at me...
he ask me why and i say....
i do not know...but what i do know is that im sorry and will never make the same mistake again...
you are the one for me....and he was a mistake that i now regret...and will never look back to..
you are my heart and soul....and im sorry i did you so bold...forgive me for i am human and learned from my mistake i truley love you from the bottom of my heart