Stubbornness

I feel like I'm always hated
I feel like I'm always ignored
I wonder if I'm ever loved
I wonder why I'm always hit

I have almost ran away
I have almost smacked their faces
Just today I almost did
I just want to leave this place

It seems like God has left
It seems like I am deaf
God is really right next to me
He is trying to tell me He's here

I don't see it fully yet
He's trying to help me out
He's here with me now
I'm just to stubborn to ask for His help

I know one thing for sure
No matter what I do
God is here trying to lead me back to Him
And He will always love me