Fallen Angel By Amber Stewart

by LoVerSLaND   Apr 9, 2012


I think of you, sometimes I cry.
Instead the memories are laying with me by my side.
I think of all the things we did those days.
How could you love me so &
How could you let me go.
I really want to know why this pattern repeats.

Well your gone.
Are you gone?...

Fallen Angel, be with me.
I'll help you up when you loose your feet.
Fallen Angel.
Do you care.
If I won't continue to breathe the continuous gasping air.

Just like drugs, we were once addicted to one-another.
Treating eachother , so in love.
I dreamt of the day where we'd both be releasing those doves.
Those days you were being told, things you shouldn't have been told.
I lay on my bed.
Moving the bed with my restless body while my eyes are flowing with hurt.

Fallen Angel.
I'll come to your home.
No longer, will we need or have to pick up the phone.
Fallen Angel.
I'm concerned.
With why, we lasted for so damn long.

I went to a genie.
I asked him what to do.
He said to me, he'll help.
If you help me too.
Please, I'm really in love with you.
12 months and days has passed us by.
You ignore me now.
You don't tell me to leave you alone.
That's one way, i know the feelings were never wrong and may have just grown.

I don't want to have to hurt this much nearly all the time, inside.
I don't want to have to always die, by releasing the emotions yo strangers, bum-rushing straight out of my eyes.
I know you think of me, every once in awhile.
I can almost feel it.
I think of you more than when I cry.

Fallen Angel, I want us to die by our sides.

You punched your best friend out for me because he was cursing at me, while you were intoxicated.
I won't forget our days.

I wish we never let go.
I never want to let go.
I want to let go.
I don't know..

To have all this pain.
I try to be calm alot, but it fuels insanity.
A fallen angel I might be to you now & now to myself.

You looked at this and that.
But are we not human?

We'll I'm not anymore.
I'm a living robot.
Living a life I don't want.

Written: 3/19/12

Dedicated To: C.P.

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