I would love to let go of my baggage
Let go of all that I have been holding so dear
To actually be able to love so freely
And not think that the end is always near
Free myself of this garbage inside
That keeps me always in fear
That I am going to lose everything I love
And know that they wont just disappear
Just feeling like a car stuck in park
Not able to move even an inch
Or always spinning in the mud
Can't even be pulled out by a winch
Keeping such a grasp on my past
Instead of making my future so much clearer
Not realizing that I can't move forward
When I keep looking in the rearview mirror
