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by Dan Bloom Apr 9, 2012 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
I'm acting these words, but these words to act are inside of me. They are inside of you too. You are inside, behind, the mask of acting these words. And this is a requiem, a soliloquoy inside, behind the mask. Acting these words inside of me, I fall. I fall, and then I stand and act. Then, I mark the stage, the standing mark behind us both. I walk there. You are also standing inside, after you walk there. Then I cry, where I no longer stand, but I sit on the stage, inside. Behind the mask, I cry real tears. But, you think it's over. I think the "but" is sarcasm, inside, and that it is not over, but it is only outside. On the stage it looks inside, but it really is outside where you cry inside and I think the mask is your crying. You mask your crying by crying on the inside, outside.