I am a disappointment
I don't know why i am living
I don't know why i am not dead yet
I don't know why some good people die
and i still live
i fail at everything
and i will fail everything in the future
Act coming up and i will fail that
and the prairie state i will fail
so why do i keep living
why don't i die
i wish i died
i heard back then in china when someone disgrace his family they kill themselves
so why don't i just do the same
i am a disgrace
i am a fat, stupid, lazy, annoying person
i am not good i am bad
when i think of this i get sad
because i am still alive
and i don't die
