There isn't a day that dont go by with out me thinking about you...
I sit here pondering on what things could have been like with you by my side,
but these were just mere dreams.. you were everything to me and I let you down. I
promised id always be there for you when you fell and I let you hit the ground..
I let you down I left you in pain... misery and sorrow is all i gained... I had so much
to say but you went your own way...
I miss you and I cant get you off my head its like a billion needles are taring me to shreds!! now I walk in the shadows.. so weak.. and so full of fear... that I just cant help but shed these tears.... I always said that you were an angel to me and it finely seems that you got your wings... your no longer a fallen
angel that lost her wings but my guardian angel that shows me things... you showed me love,
you showed me compassion, you showed me how to live this life with nothing but pure
passion.. just know that what we had was real and no matter what happens there's no one who
will steal this heart of mine.. i love you and i always will but note that this life is not for real... I walk with anger! and have constant disputes so here I lay so confused..
not for you and not for me.. but of the thoughts that couldn't be....
