New start

I lay here with nothing but tears in my eyes
Eyes burning from all the cries
I cause you so much pain
And its always me to blame
But when i fall and feel like im all alone
You seem to take me out of the unknown
But i cant understand why
Why is it you try
All i do is hurt you over and over
How do you still stand my lover
I just dig this trench and throw u in
Gosh how sometimes i think my life is a sin
But you see something in me that i cant even see
But still what is it? What could it be?
But thats why i love you so very much
I just wait for the your next soft touch
The touch that makes me feel alive
The touch that makes me thrive
It feels like a million volts going through me
Maybe thats what you see
you see the light in the dark
I guess you see the spark
Whatever it is i can tell you this
I always long for your kiss
I long for every part of you
Because to me your complelty true
Sometimes i lose sight of us
But you pull me back away from the mess
And for that heres my promise to my one and only
I promise to never leave you lonely
I promise to hear you out
I promise to relinquish every doubt
When times get rough i wont walk away
Illl be there no matter what you say
It may seem hard to keep on pushing through
But ill be there boo
No matter what ill always be by your side
Ill even push aside my pride
Ill never let you down again
Ill never once again cause you pain
just give me your hand and let me lead you to my heart
Its the beginning to a new start.