First came eyes.
Second came desire.
Third came setting our hearts...
on fire.
Muddy, mud.
Needs a kind hand.
Throwing at our fears & tears.
By acquaintances who always stare & your friends.
When at home, a lot of times.
Worried..
Slowly, somehow I managed to let you slip away.
To think about if your really happy.
I loved you too much to continue to let desire turn out to be that crappy.
Always knowing there was a possibility.
That you would never come back.
To take this chance.
I waited on you to tell me..your seeing someone else.
I became dirt.
Kick me over, only to leave.
Thinking it wouldn't hurt.
The two of us.
Well guess what we both know hun.
We both held the gun.
You left me here, to run.
To run, where we both know you don't belong.
The days before.
Will always remain the best days of my life.
Oh, firefly.
I'm so glad I got to meet you.
In a moment of forever.
I saw our lives together.
We saw your light.
See the orange.
That playful kid sun.
Telling me a new & special day's begun.
See the blue.
The shock at how much were so in love.
Look into the sky, get lost about our future physical lives.
See the yellow.
Tell me all your mellow thoughts, into beautiful words.
See the red.
Dream the knife on the tears I shed.
Because I can't touch your skin nor lay with you in bed.
Knowing I may never be apart of your life.
Knowing I'll never get to be your wife.
Knowing when your gone, I'm not gonna wanna live anymore.
Knowing you'll go away, one day.
You'll always be adored.
I'll always love you more.
Firefly..
Dedicated To: C.P.
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Just maybe your still in love w. me too.
