It had only been a short time since we had last been together but it seemed like an eternity.
Times swept away, But his memories still lingers on..
Quiet moments and restless days only him keeps me awake.
It was like the soft pounding waves of the ocean kept beating against ever so slowly my mind and heart what was it?
Is this a natural feeling that leads all nature to come and toil? What makes him so special, I'm fading away?
Not really fading away but more like I am being enraptured by the thoughts of those special stolen moments when it was us just us. Not worrying of what was around but only for that time and space do I live for again.
I guess I'm just thinking too much. Is he real or what? I'm dreaming, I know I am.. but I am in desperate sorrow of seeing him with all the hopes and with my hand in my heart, I wish i can.
Oh no dreams, for I know I will once again be face to face answering all those looks all those questions that bore into me but then I was afraid to answer. The sorrow of not letting down my guard, with only my fantasies of what could happen, if he would only believe...
I would want to tell him how special he is. But something holds me back and keeps my legs trembling. What will it be when he speaks to me?
My anticipation grows and grows I can only be satisfied for a moment and then it starts over, which for me is not a bad thing for I build all over again. Will he hear my heart when I say YOU are a TRULY BEAUTIFUL PERSON. More than you know or think; take me for what I am as I take you for who you are. The waves they rush around me with only him by my side.
Well, what will be the consequence if I tried to tell him? Will it be ME, AGAINST THE WORLD or WE, AGAINST ALL ODDS? Time Is the enemy and time will give the answer!
