Standing in the middle of the two way, traffics heavy an it's late after dark. I invision diving head first into the pool of vehicles imagine my body flopping on an off the ground, cars trampling over a bloody pile of flesh, meat an bones, the horror would scar most of them an jus disturb the rest but my pain would quickly end an hopefully nobody else would be harmed in the process
Everyday seems harder shoving these sorrows further, deeper, down beneath bare skin. Flushed into this flesh, hidden behind scars, shoveled within myself. So much hurt that I just cant take it, it's overwhelming an I can barely take it any longer, each day I dream of ending it all so sudden with no use of an excuse or leaving behind a message to discover. No amount of tears can satisfy the strength of my saddness's hunger. I never imagined we would part not for a minute not for a second or longer now it's been months since we last talked or faced One another, an I'm so ill I'm so hurt by the day I come to without my other without you I alone have thus long stayed but any more an I swear my heart will rupture .-sarah dilts 2012
