Don't you think its been long enough to have felt this way. To miss him this much, to remember what was. To have taken this shit as I have for so long? Pushing away the things I don't want. Treatin others the way I've been trained, just make these memories stop i beg! the reoccurring night terrors eat at my heart. I think the nausea causes my stomach to invert itself until its completly inside out as thus it feels now.. While Your close enough to be touched yet my heart says your soul is elsewhere, not really here with me at all, though your skin and brain I can face your hearts away, an mine has run as well today.
