I watched you disappear into the night.
Through my blinding tears.
Along with the suit case you carried
was the other half of my heart.
What had I done that was so wrong?
How did I push you away?
Was it because I was afraid
of what you would do,
once I placed my heart in you hands.
It matters no longer
for you are gone forever or
so you say.
I never gave you my heart
but it's bleeding and broken anyway.
I must now endure the unbearable pain
knowing you gone to never return.
Fake smiles and laughs do I perform.
When questioned are you alright?
I cry and scream inside when I answer
"I'm fine."
Some say let go of him.
It obviously was never met to be.
But how can I let go?
When you were my first and only love
in the whole wide world.
Will you not come back?
Maybe I did give you my heart
It feels that way
But we never knew it
And now it's to late.
