You've been in my dreams
Since that first week we met
Giving me one of the best friends
I fighted my feelings for weeks
Till finally I told you and your rejection landed me in a deep pit
You didn't like me and it tore
I yearned for the hope I always held
I regretted reviling the secret out loud
Dreams of you still revolved in my head
But so much hope was dead
I never thought about it hurting worse
I wished and hoped you'd realize it
You made me happier then I could ever be
And then you told me your thoughts had changed
You felt something too and would give us a chance
I remember that night I dragged you to the dance
Your arms around my torso and my arms around you as my head was spinning
We sat together the whole time, hand in hand
I loved you with my whole heart that night
You loved me and I could see it with you everywhere
You walked with me to the door and hugged me so tight
I relive when you put your arms around my shoulder and those other days I lay my head upon your shoulder
It hurts to remember the pictures of us together
The hope I held so high
The things left out before goodbye
We met at break each and every day before class, never let me be late
And you walked me to my class after lunch
A hug goodbye every chance we got
Those hugs so close and full of your love
You felt like an angel from above
This felt too good to be true, a DREAM
But then I denied your fading out of love's hands
Your hugs weren't as sweet
And my hands felt more often bare
I lied to myself for a while until the truth came out
You didn't love me anymore
No more saying you loved me
I miss constantly the feeling the magnificent you loved me too
I'm so scared this feelings like a nightmare
