I feel lost
unwanted.
Everywhere I go.
I do not belong.
Ever path I take
is already taken.
Ever computation I try to win
has been won.
I'm all alone
no one cares.
Is there anyone out there?
Who see's my sadness
my feelings.
Will I always be by myself
with no one to share
what I feel like with?
Is there no one like me?
In need of a friend?
A family?
So many questions cloud my mind.
But no answers.
And now the tears are falling
and my chest hurts
from the bottled up grief.
But like I said
no one notices.
